Is this it God?
Is this what you called me to?
You want me to work with your people
As an imperfect vessel being patient with them in their intransigence?
Are you for real?
Are you sure my call was to church work?
Not like I expect them to be much different in another line of work
But at least in the secular they don’t attribute everything to you or the devil
There’s some appropriation of responsibility
God, I can hardly imagine a more frustrating line of work
I would like to see the benefits
Of serving your people right now!
I am having a hard time
Please God give me patience, compassion, and understanding
Both for your people and for myself.